ahhhhh~ im rotting at home. darn.
oh well, i'll have to start mugging tml. so im gonna read up all der mangas tonite. =)) den i shall save the rest for after the O's. hahs.
sometimes im just wondering, why must we always give in to some people, whose attitude somehow, is rotten like hell. i think if you are matured enough, you should know that when people tell you your faults, they didnt mean to insult you, or trying to pickup a quarrel with you.. they are saying it for your own benefits. they just want you to change for the better. this is just a simple logic. i just cant see why some people just cant understand.i wonder, does these people self-reflects? i mean, they dont realise that their attitude is pure rotten, uttering disgusting? they just like to blame others for some things they did. its like, come on, what the hell is this. you cant expect eberything to go your way, everybody to obey your orders. you are not the queen of to world.. this behaviour only tells people that you are selfish, self-centred. you just live in the world of your own.sometimes i really feel like telling her straight in her face that, 'hey, your attitude sucks.' but i know i wont, cause its not as if that im an angel, my attitude is not good at times, so i got no rights to correct her.moreover, the time we spend together with our frens are numbered. after the O's we will go seperate ways. what for at this point of time still keep tonnes of secrets from one another, still pissing others off with your that, as-long-as-im-concern-things-must-go-my-way kinda attitude? i really dont understand. we must learn to give and take, but not only take but not give. its terribly selfish. x(hahs, but i know, even a million times after people tries to correct you, you still wont change. when the day comes when everybody gives up on you, its too late. till that time, lets wait and see, who's gonna lose out, who's gonna be in a more pathetic state. cause if you dont change, you are gonna end up as a loner, not me. im not gonna care from now on.. live the way you think you should. i'll wait and see you fall.
